Crazy..

Hi folx. So I’m talking to a Gender Therapist in 12 hours for the first time. Since my talk therapist had to drop me as a patient, I’ve had no professional to talk to. And I think I’ve suffered for it. There have been times in the last few weeks that I have felt that

Gloom, Despair, and Agony on me..

Hi. I’m sorry I haven’t been very diligent with posting. To be frank I am suffering through a depression and a bit of a crisis. As many Transgender people do, I have moments of feeling like I’m playing dressup. I don’ty feel comfortable wearing women’s’ clothing and presenting female yet. And I feel phony wearing

Escape to Boob Mountain

Hello everyone. It’s ya girl, Helena. So here I am on Day 3 of my HRT journey. I had a funny reaction to the Estradiol and Spironolactone. I felt like I had really acid stomach, and a 1 day flu like symptom. I split up my dosing as the first doses I took together. I

U-G-L-Y, you ain’t got no alibi…

So today I wanted blather on about how ugly I am. Before you worry I am doing negative self talk, this is about self perception. I have always felt different than everyone thought I should. I have always felt awkward. Constantly saying or thinking the wrong thing. And when I looked into the mirror I