Back again

I have been away for a bit. My Dysphoria has flared up and I’ve been rather depressed. I feel like I am not makeing any progress and I have few friends. I know this is a normal state of affairs when you are only partially out and haven’t started HRT. I don’t know… I just want to get started and it feels like it will never happen. I want to come out to my daughter but it’s not time for that. SIGH…